Sage of Azreal's Journal

10:40am: From Hyprmolly's Journal
Fill it out, post it as a comment. The end!

1. Name:
2. Birthday:
3. Place of Residence:
4. What makes you happy:
5. What are you listening to now/have listened to last:
6. What is particularly good/bad about my LJ:
7. An interesting fact about you:
8. Are you in love/have a crush at the moment:
9. Favourite place to be:
10. Favourite lyric:
11. Best time of the year:
12. Weirdest food you like:

RECOMMEND
1. A film:
2. A book:
3. A song:
4: A band:
5. A TV show:

PLUS
1. One thing you like about me:
2. Two things you like about yourself:
3. Put this in your LJ so i can tell you what I think of you.

11:24pm: Last Updated 81 weeks ago
Rules:
1. Take your answer to each question and type it into Google Image Search
2. Post one of the images from the first page of results.

1. The age you will be on your next birthday:


2. A place to which you'd like to travel:


3. Your favorite place:


4. your favorite object:


5. your favorite food:


6. your favorite animal:


7. your favorite color:


8. the town in which you were born:


9. the town in which you live:


10. first name of a past love:


11. name of a past pet:


12. best friends nickname:


13. your nickname/screen name:


14. your first name:


15. your middle name:


16. your surname:


17. a bad habit of yours:


18. your first job:


19. your grandmothers name:


20. your major in college:

2:51am: Oy, do I never update or what?
So I should learn to take two minutes and update atleast one of my blogs.

I'm WAYYY too tired to do any update justice right now but thought I'd give the "I'm still alive" signal to anyone who may actually read my blog :P

I have one on MySpace and like two on Blogger... I'm working on a way to consolidate all of them on to one page on my updated webpage... but that'll be another month off I'm guessing.

Ok, my bed really is begging me to join it... NIGHT!

10:23pm: I'm stealing from Molly...

Appearance

[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[ ] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[x] I have a tattoo.
[ ] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe.
[ ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.


Family/Home Life

[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[depends on when you consider them a child, to me.... yes i did] I've lost a child.


College/Work

[ ] I'm in college.
[x] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/college.
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[ ] I've missed a week or more of college.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired.
[ ] I'm in highschool


Embarrassment

[ ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x]I've glued my hand to something
[x] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[x]I've had my pants rip/drop in public

Health

[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I've gotten stitches.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[x] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.

Traveling

[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[x] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.


Experiences

[x (i was in elementary school!)] I've gotten lost in my city.
[ ] I've seen a shooting star.
[ ] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[(totally unintentionally)] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[x] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing
[x] I've been in a play.
[x] I've met someone in person from the internet.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[x] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten Sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.


Relationships

[x] I'm single
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[x] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced
[ ] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.


Sexuality

[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.


Honesty/Crime

[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[xxxxxxxxxx] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[x] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.
[x] I've shoplifted.


Drugs/Alcohol
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[x] I've passed out from drinking.
[x] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[x] I've smoked weed
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I have been diagnosed with depression.
[ ] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[ ] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[ ] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I'm addicted to self harm.
[x] I've woken up crying.



Death and Suicide

[ ] I'm afraid of dying.
[ ] I hate funerals.
[x] I've seen someone dying.
[x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism

[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[x] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[x] I collect comic books.
[x] I own something from The Gap.
[x] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.


Random

[ ] I can sing well.
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[ ] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly.
[ ] I sing in the shower.
[x] (but I DO like sleeping in, too.)] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[(just like making fun of a couple people)] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I twirl my hair
[x (shit.... I do...)] I have "x"s in my screen name
[x] I love being neat
[ ] I love Spam
[ ] I've copied more than 30 Cd's in a day
[ ] I bake well.
[ ] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue.
[ ] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun.
[ ] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[ ] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I love white chocolate
[ ] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

[x] My answers are totally honest

12:46am: Clearing the head.
Glad to have a friend back. That's pretty much it. Thinking things through helps.

11:36am: As for posting in a timely fashion... it ain't happening
Met with one of my old bosses, the chair of Technology Systems at BGSU, and discussed graduate schooling options for me. He liked my first choice of UM Rackham.

Interesting fun dreams the other night. Of course I couldnt wake up until i heard my roommate leave but i enjoyed every moment of those dreams. Let's just say very "yummy"

Alrighty, time to eat and go to work... maybe ill post more later!

2:17am: Because I so rarely actually update anything...
I was actually looking around at journals again and found this from my favorite angel...

enjoy my answers as there will be embarassing portions that you may all laugh at. Ask me and I shall explain:

(X) Been drunk
(X) Kissed a member of the opposite sex
(X) Kissed a member of the same sex (Mike was drunk and kissed me on New Year's... he's crazy like that)
( ) Been to Japan
(X) Ridden in a taxi
(X) Been in love
(X) Been dumped
(X) Shoplifted
( ) Been fired
( ) Been in a fist fight
( ) Snuck out of my parent's house
( ) Ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
( ) Ever dated someone of the same sex
(X) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
( ) Been arrested
(X) Made out with a stranger
(X) Stole something from my job (which job? eh?eh?)
( ) Celebrated new years in time square
(X) Gone on a blind date
(X) Lied to a friend (I really had nothing to do with toliet papering Veronica's car... it's all Ben's fault :D :D :D )
(X) Had a crush on a teacher
( ) Celebrated mardi-gras in new Orleans
( ) Been to Europe
(X) Skipped school
( ) Slept with a co-worker
( ) Cut myself on purpose
( ) Been married
( ) Gotten divorced (oh definitely, but I haven't been married...) XD
( ) Had children
( ) Seen someone die
( ) Been to Africa
( ) Had a crush on one of my Xanga friends
( ) Slapped someone I loved.
( ) Driven over 400 miles to attend a show/festival/fetish ball
(X) Been to Canada
( ) Been to Mexico
(X) Been on a plane
(X) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
( ) Thrown up in a bar
(X) Purposely set a part of myself on fire (hey why not?)
(X) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been snowboarding
(X) Met someone in person from the Internet (LIZZ!!)
( ) Been moshing at a concert
( ) Had real feelings for someone you knew only online
( ) Been in an abusive relationship
(X) Been pregnant or got someone pregnant (I'm honest...)
(X) Lost a child (Guess that actually depends on when you believe they are a child)
(X) Gone to college.
(X) Graduated college
( ) Tried killing yourself
(X) Taken painkillers
( ) Intentionally burned oneself (As you might notice... I intentionally set part of myself on fire... not intentionally burned myself)
( ) Love someone or **miss** someone right now (as miss is highlighted I guess not since it obviously implies something)
(X) I went to a prom (3)
( ) I've bungee jumped
( ) I have been to a pop concert
(X) I have dated someone for a year or more
( ) I sold naked pictures of myself
(X) I have been in a car accident
(X) I have slept in the nude (most every night, enjoy the picture ladies)
(X) I've eaten cheesecake
( ) I've had jury duty
( ) I've hated someone without knowing them
(X) I have been to Maine
( ) I've shot a real gun
(X) I've had sex with someone within a week of meeting them
(X) I've made out with someone within 5 days of meeting them
( ) I've done ecstasy
( ) I've gotten my ass kicked
( ) I've been caught smoking
( ) I've milked a cow
(X) I've got in a verbal fight with a teacher (and everyone in the class knew i was right)
( ) I've cheated on someone
( ) Lied one time in this survey
( ) Threw a party at a friends house when they were gone
( ) Done something w/ a friends bf/gf
( ) Done something wit a bf/gf's sibling
( ) Committed a major crime
(X) Dated someone older than you are.
( ) Gotten in trouble w/ the cops
( ) Ever ran away
(X) Ever given someone a hickey (had a sucker turtle named after me...)
(X) Ever gotten a hickey
(X) Ever got super drunk
( ) Went skinny dipping
(X) Lied about where your going
( ) Ever lied about your age
( ) Ever been pantsed (???, de-pantsed yes... what the hell does pantsed mean?)
(X) Flashed/Mooned someone
( ) Had mono (not that i know of but hey... i never go to the doctor anyway)
(X) Beer bonged
( ) Got into a physical fight w/ a parent

Now... need any more explanation?

1:10am: Going to bed but here ya'll go...
Alright I got this from hyprmolly:

Hey kids! Do this! Name each of these songs I listed only lyrics for and respond as a reply to this post. To do it yourself, just set your music to

shuffle and write down the lyrics to the first 15 songs you hear, like I did.

( music )

I'm thinking most of mine are pretty obvious but a few might throw you.
NIGHT!

9:11pm: -_-
hmm.... i think i may enjoy laying around and not doing anything after getting my wisdom teeth pulled Wednesday. May rejuvenate me on some level.

that's it... i'm just really tired

6:03pm: Now I lay me down to sleep.... If you wake me up there will be hell to pay
Let me update you really quick on the past two years that i have spent NOT putting entries in this journal.

First of all I graduated from BGSU back in December after four years of working for the university in like four different jobs over four 1/2 years, running a student organization for two years which became wildly successful my last year running it, blowing away my college's faculty with amazing work and wrapping it up with lots of partying.

Well then it took me about three months to find a job and when I did it was a temporary part-time secretary job at the university for the Institute for the Study of Culture and Society. That is where I am right now. I'm trying to get converted over to Permanent Part-Time which would mean I get some benefits and I am actually employed by BGSU rather than working through Supplemental Staffing.

Housing: well let's see here... I spent two years living in BG in a house where I had at first one female roommate and two guys... then two girls/two guys... then one girl/two guys... and then two girls/one guy. Now I moved out with on of my exroomates (female, Betsy) and we get along great. There were issues before with the other girl i last lived with.

Alright, now today....
Today i spent trying to run our first speech ever. WOW... 180 people tried to show and then 150 actually fit in the room with standing space and people sitting on the floor. WBGU recorded it and we had a great Q&A session.

OK... i need food... bbl

2:28pm: so yeah... stuff has changed
It's been a long time since I posted here qand I promise to post more but right now I'm at work. Alot of stuff has changed in the past two years. update later!

2:06pm: W00000000000H0000000000000!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm taking a GORGEOUS woman out for dinner this week. gotta find a place to take her... w00t!